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Jun
27
Blue Veins

Blue Veins

“Maybe if I hadn’t been high all the time, I would have realized sooner what was going on and stopped him from hurting Mica and those other women,” they said, to which I could only nod and look away.
5 min read
Jun
21
Rip Van Winkle

Rip Van Winkle

It was an ambivalent energy that was fucking with me—a darkness that didn’t fit into language. It’s that which was there before and that which will be there after we're finished with words.
8 min read
Jun
13
the jar

the jar

Was the jar’s contents the work of a demon--the same demon of the night who infected our sleep with terror filled visions?
7 min read
May
30
W.I.P.

W.I.P.

“It’s wild, SWIM, it’s too specific to be chance. Someone or something is trying to get messages to me.”
5 min read
May
26
mirror

mirror

The following is an account of a series of synchronicities related to “Dies Irae”, or “Day of Wrath”, that started on 12/28, nearly a week after Odious’ solstice dream.
6 min read
May
20
skinwalker

skinwalker

“Their brains are frozen and contracted or straight-up damaged. That’s what trauma does when it festers for decades. Meanwhile I feel like I’m just getting started.”
3 min read
May
14
It's a Wonderful Life

It's a Wonderful Life

But here’s the thing: in each of these versions there’s something that’s the same —a totem, or an interdimensional calling card reminding us that we’re inside a simulation.
5 min read